Waiting

I'm sitting, waiting to see a sports Physio and feeling incredibly anxious. My mind keeps thinking that this is it. I'm out. Right now 10 miles seems to be my max. I can't run a 10 mile marathon. 

But I have to remind myself that I'm not injured. My hip is tight, but I don't have any sharp pain. I'm doing this to prevent an injury. 

Everyone on the Mind marathon forum swears by physios. That they have helped them to complete the marathon against all odds. 

I wonder if I'm being ridiculous. Why did I agree to run this marathon when I knew my body wasn't ready?

I guess only time will tell. Here's hoping the Physio is optimistic and has lots of supportive advice.